So i have a date tonight..originally it was supposed to be tomorrow..but i wanna hang out with my god babies..so i told dude today..not that I have anything pressing to do, I just don't know if I wanna be bothered. It's sad but it's true. The whole getting to know you phase can be exhilarating, but it's just getting there. He wants to go to a movie..i mean for a first date..that doesn't serve a purpose but ok. I know i teeter on the edge of wanting to date and not wanting too..it's really sad because I go thru these spouts of loneliness. I've met a few potential people, but that's about all they are potentials..Potential what's i don't know..so far the conversations have been pretty witty and humurous. I"m sure if I go thru with the date I'll have plenty to write about in my blog..

I now have a air card so i can do all kinda awesome stuff at home now. I no longer have to venture out in the cold to go to the local cafe..or even to starbuck's who has tmobile hotspot.. I think it's funny that alot of places advertise wifi..but they have a small service charge..I believe that at this point in the game...innernet should be free..At any rate..what do you i did with my first night of innernets? I downloaded porn..that's right..porn porn porn.. I think i watched about 6 mins of the video before i had a glass of wine and fell asleep.. I don't see how folks stay up all night on the innernets. I understand how u can lose track of time but a whole night..impossible..